i'm in a big rush now, but i'm still gonna blog.
since things are fresh in my mind now. (:

friday
went to school earlier to print my indemnity form for the sub-comm camp.
also to collect my csa lecture notes.
went for csa lecture.
after which, crashed pom lecture at engineering school.
benny loke is funny. rofl.

after which, i rushed home to finish the questionnaire.
so yep, i did. and sent it to hongxiang.
then went to watch abit of vcd, packed my bag.
headed out for dance practice.
settled with most of the formation already.
now, just the choreography here and there.
but what i'm most worried? guan zuo.
he hasn't been coming for practice.. -.-

went to register for camp after that!
met claudine, emilla, mark, jason, matthew and the rest.
mark and me were in the same group! (:
heh, my group's cool. :D

hahaha. i have one "wo zui ai de ren" named benjamin.
and this guy who loves to scare me, named nicholas. =.=
nicholas happens to be in may's vibes team.
heh, what coincidences!
and this girl, angie! i like her quite abit.
hahaha. she's crazy de, must go imh one. hahah.

had some station games.
then we were hungry.
but there were no supper provided.
so our supper was roti prata, bought. (:

chatted throughout the night.
hahaha. played truth&truth; claudine, emilla, mark, matthew, jason, nicholas, benjamin, sam and hafiz.
hahaha. was abit of a drag.
but i felt it was enriching. (:

we also talked about ghost stories!
so scary i tell you. :(
that's why nicholas loves scaring me; cause of these ghost stories.
rawrr!
but yah, damn scary. =/
emilla and me didn't dare to bathe at first.
hahaha, but after a few hours, at around 3plus 4plus, we went to bathe.

saturday
officially started off with morning physical training.
wah, sucks i tell you.
typical warmup + running.
.......
but but!
i'm surprised! :D
cause i actually almost ran the whole thing without having to stop.
heh, dancing helps in building one's stamina. ^^

then i headed for dance class after that.
wah, not easy.
the moves were tough to master initially,
but i think they're nice. :D

a supposed-to-be training session became chatting session.
chessia, melissa, badd, junwei aka bestie and me went to the library.
crapped there and stuff. hahaha.
junwei's face is so soft!
he's so cute and lame and stuff.
hahaha.

went back to join the camp.
had lunch.
then we did mass dance, tp song and handsign song!
fun fun! :DD

that's roughly about it.
but now, i'm freaking tired.
but i have to head to weiliang's place for his farewell party.

take care all!
loves. (:

HEHE.
I GOING FOR CAMP LE!
SEE YOU ALL AFTER SATURDAY! :D

i'm sad.

1. nice subject leader of microecons doesn't allow the tutors to give us back our papers.
so now, we have to wait till next week.
rawr.

but good thing is, i know i got above 89%!
heh, which is good. cause i won martin!
hahahaha.
and and, i don't have to hide my head in the hole.
cause i won sheamson as well!
haha, though he's not far away from me.
but still, don't care. i win. heh. =x
=P not haolian-ing!
just being abit .. playful. haaha. xD

2. there's this whole group of girls who doesn't like me cause i am too loud.
which i feel is so utterly mean, to not like someone just cause of that.
and going to the extent of diao-ing me! .. :(
though i don't really like them myself, but yah!
i have never gone to the degree of diao-ing them
nor go around telling others i don't like them ah.
.. mean girls. >=[

3. hiro &#)*@$ # me.
.. :(


okay lah.
i very tired and sian today.
first day of the week to not have dance practice.
feels abit out of place, but it's okay.

i got shortlisted for subcomm!
camp this friday and saturday.
but i got to leave by like, saturday morning?
got dance class and dance practice.
important important!
hope they won't kick me out of subcomm.
but if they do, no choice.
dance damn important now.
(:

lastly.
i miss chessia.
will be seeing her tomorrow. :D

today's dance was .. pretty fulfilling.
ronald took it easy, so we were pretty glad.
yupp. the dance's more or less choreographed.
just need to find the right steps to put in the right parts.

so i'm seriously considering to turn homosexual..
hmm.......

anyway.
i got back my accountings paper!
heh, am proud to announce my results.
42/45! :D
congrats to junhui as well. ^^

lynette watched nancy drew yesterday.
so interestingg! :D
go watch go watch! ^^

anyway. i am so guai i tell you.
i ate VEGETABLES.
hahahaa. two cups of corn during nancy drew!
woooh. :D

dance's been fine.
they've been fun!
and jelly joy's been a great ectasy! :D

only short, ugly and dumb pigs don't update their blogs.
hm, i wonder who fits this description. heh.

(not you grace. ^^)


anyway.
me, lynette, is the guai-est girl on planet earth today! :D
i actually packed.my.room. :DDD
REALLY. very neat now! hahaha.
and i'm throwing away alot of stuff,
including textbooks from secondary 1 till secondary 4,
and notes from secondary 3 to jc1.
the books alone, goes all the way up to my knee. haha.
and there are at least 5 bags of paper.
LOL. imagine how messy my room was in the past.

but no!
it's all in the PAST now. heh. :D
-happylyn. ^^

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by the way, i heard that i got shortlisted for sub-comm already.
but now, that sounds like bad news. =/
because if you get shortlisted, you've got to attend a camp from 29th-30th of june.
and 30th of june is a bad day because it's a saturday.
i've got dance class in the morning,
dance practice after that.
then at night, i have to go to weiliang's farewell party.
ahhhhhhhhhh. rawr.
it ends at 6pm on saturday luh! x_x
crapppp. howw. rawr.
but i wanna go camp. :(
but i cannot miss practice nor weiliang's farewell party.
.......
suggestions, anyone?

thank you zech, gloria mummie and junhui for your very sweet comments. (:
deeply appreciated! (:

i'm fine now.
everything's alright.
so don't worry aight! (:


i've had one unknown number messaging me yesterday.
hmm.. i thought he's quite sweet in a certain way.
i feel like .. he's my guardian angel ! ^^
but abit freaky though.
he seems to know me pretty well .. =.=
(note: he = general term)

ohwells.
i bought another pair of levi's jeans! :D
and i got this cargo from s&k.
my whole dance group's getting it.
for our competition! (:

i lovee my levi's!
SO NICE! hor hiro? :D
hahahaha. -excited.
NICENICENICE.

and i've chose my cds already!
1. sociology
2. leadership and character
3. hospitality and tourism business
4. psychology
5. entrepreneurship project

yup! and i helped grace chose hers as well. =x
hehe. exactly the same as mine!
just that her 4th is public speaking.
cause she took psychology before already.
haha. yeppp!

i have dance later again.
dance again tomorrow.
RAWR.
but fun lah!
they're .. hmm, IRRITATING.
hahahaha. but fun to be with! ^^

yesterday started off sucky.
shall have no elaboration.
but!! overall, i think i enjoyed yesterday. (:

sweet chessia bought donuts for us. ^^

we had loads of fun and laughter.
so that makes up for anything bad. (:

don't tell me you miss me anymore.
it's just crap to me now;
they are void of any supposed meanings.

i.do.not.enjoy.pestering.people.about.what.days.they.are.free.and.what.
days.they.are.not.
so i hope people could stop acting like they're damn irritated with me.

here i am trying to make myself as free as possible for any sudden practices,
there they are trying to occupy every free slots they have.
.......
with no elaboration given, i wanna say
IAMNOTHAPPYLAH.
rawrr!

and now i'm trying to cool myself down by convincing myself that i'm only acting to be angry. so i'll just go rawr, and all's over. but please, one more week of this and i'll break.

need to meet my commskills and csa group by this week also.
i've got stuff dued on the very first day of school.
commskills meeting on wednesday, csa maybe on wednesday also.
x_x ..

well, at least i know i don't have to worry about csa.
cause i personally feel that i have responsible and committed members in there.
for that i thank wenjie, raqin, junhui and especially shameen.
thanks for always taking the initiative to suggest the next meeting and stuff.
it's deeply appreciated, really. (:


-abruptendtothisentry-

"maybe i've been so indulged in my own sorrows
i overlooked yours.
and maybe, i don't have any more space for you."

i actually don't intend to include any more depressing stuff here anymore.
but in order to bring across a message, i guess i'm left with only this option.

frankly, i don't know what to say anymore.
i think i've said everything i could have.
and since you never understood it,
i guess there's nothing else i could do.

ruyoeucshapentpontdimtsia.
you don't know what i'm feeling. i'm more than what you made of me.
i never thought i'd have to use this on you, never.

beloved martin made me wait two hours for him today.
so damn sweet. (:

'love' ya martin! :D


=.=

--- -------

i feel so incapable.
everything i do, it feels like i could give just a little more.
but i'm already giving my all.

i think i'm a sucky leader.
my group never does well whenever i'm leading.
can anyone tell me why?

it's only the second practice session and 2 out of 7 people are not turning up.
sighs.

reminder:
lynette needs to do her online quizzes and her microecons newspaper analysis.

when i reached tampines mall's starbucks @ 1325,
i looked around for my csa groupmates only to find none.
i called them up one by one,
and all of them just left house. =.=

right, nevermind.
anyway, didn't do much for csa.
i think we did more suan-ings than work.
but nevertheless, we did some work okay!

couldn't stay with them for long.
i had my dance practice.
so headed to cityhall.
waited for ronald, the big shot.
hahaha. yep.
went to smu, got chased out awhile after that.
but let's not get into the before&after the part when we got chased out.
i was just damn pissed with the security guards
who treated us like criminals/prisoners.
like as if we want to bomb smu up or something.
.. rawr.

anyways.
dance dance dance.
nothing much.
settled with the costume,
and more or less the songs that will be used.

had a difficult time trying to wake hiro up.
but nevermind. yep.
met him at somerset and then we headed for dc. (:
the cake was nice lah.
heh. of course i get a bigger share since i'm his daughter. :D
-beams.

anyway. stayed there till about 2am?
and then took a cab back.
sent hiro home first before my brothers and i headed home.
all three of us bathed!
heh. yup.

that was how my day went. (:

then i wanna go taka tomorrow.
i've decided to get my notebook.
the best i see there tomorrow. yup.
along with sets of coloured pens.
heh. waste money right?
nevermind. i got 50$ taka vouchers.
though i think i can spend it on someone better.
but emotional needs are more important.
i need to doodle.
i need an avenue to release my emotions through writing,
and not just typing.
(since i like my handwriting so much. haha.)

another dance practice ahead.
gambette!
i hope i work something out this time ..

it's a busy day today!

i got to go tampines to meet my csa group,
namely junhui, wenjie, raqin and shameen.

after which, i got to rush to cityhall to meet my dance group,
namely melissa, chessia, ronald, martin, guan zuo and budd.
heh. we're gonna choreograph steps!
and i'm gonna take a group picture. :D

then at night i got to go dc, pub,
to meet my dad to celebrate someone's birthday.
heh. fulfilling day! (:

and yah!
ohmygosh!
i found the song i've been looking for!
like yay, yay, YAY!
:D triple yayness please! ^^

heh. take care please. (:

you make me so ashamed.
so much so to the extent that i cannot believe i had once associated myself with you.

i stayed at home the past 2 days to enjoy my vcds.
heh. nice show! :D
my mummie watched till 4plus with me today morning.

supposed to go out with darlings and kaistor today.
but .. i don't think i'm going.
no mood .......

ohwells.
but i think i wanna go get myself chocolates later! :D
i know i know!!
but i don't have anymore chocolates at home.
i feel out of place. :(

hmm, no plans tomorrow.
bleh, should have asked hiro to go sentosa tomorrow instead.
then yah, i have dance practices on wednesday and thursday.
and that reminds me, i better go message them the time and venue.
friday is another free day.
and i have dance practice on either saturday/sunday again.

got to chiong dance practices le.
i have less than one month before the dance competition itself.

and i can't wait to get back my results! :D
i'm quite .. positive about it! heh. ^^

miracle miracle miracle!! :D

i'm now blogging onmy LAPTOP!
hahaha.
heh. so happy!

but siao de.
happy then can use.
not happy then cannot.
my computer actually experiences moodswings.

i started watching "the magicians of love".
nice show! haha.

i think i gonna stay home and watch that the whole day.
yupyup! heh. ^^

but you are still as fat.
heh. =x

i bought those cause i thought you haven't ate.
but seems like you did.
so, nevermind.

accountings paper was relatively okay today.
i should do well.
(key word: should)

after that went kbox with junhui, beeyean, meng yee, kelly and trish.
heh. was crazy.
they're fun lah. hahas.
kelly and trish are crazy.
jumping on the sofa.
and they weren't singing,
they were SCREAMING.
ohmygosh. haha.

after that actually made my way back.
but grace messaged me.
so yah, i went back to parkway to meet her.
shopped around.
couldn't get anything.

headed for cineleisure after that.
bought what grace wanted.

then i was looking at this cart-shop.
they didn't have the thing i wanted already.
got abit .. upset.
actually, very.
then i plucked up courage and asked the lady at the stall.
then she say she can make!
so yay! i got it. :D
but haven't collect it.
i think i'll get it tomorrow. heh.
HINT HINT. I'VE GOT YOU! :D

then went to eat and stuff.
went to cine again to see if the thing is ready.
but no, needed 15 minutes more.
couldn't wait because grace was in a hurry.
so yup, i'll collect it tomorrow.

oh yah.
i met people in heeren.
like michael, jun ji, swee min, augustus and their group of friends.
and yah!
i also met emily.
was so shocked!
haha.


i'm damn sad.
been eating so much these days.
so fat!!
the worst thing is, after eating so much,
i still feel damn hungry.
x_x ..

tomorrow meeting my dance group.
after that should be going orchard to meet my darlings and collect my stuff.
yeppie!

take cares! (:

insanity.

my dance group is more or less confirmed.
ronald, martin, guan zuo, badd, melissa, chessia and me!
seven people; four guys three girls.
should be an okay combination right?

today's csa paper was .. easy.
i didn't expect to finish any of my papers in 30minutes,
but i did for csa.
and i was already taking my own sweet time.
glad actually;
all those i studied for came out.
heh. at least it was better than pom! :D


headache.

haven't studied for accountings.
planning to wake up earlier then just read through.
accountings should be no problem.

and after that, i'm free!
though i have no one to go out with tomorrow.
x_x damn sad.


and i was just thinking.
seriously, i think i'm damn ugly and fat.
why?
i wanna go on a diet!
i wanna go for plastic surgery!

haha. kidding.
but i mean it when i said i think i'm ugly and fat.

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heh. jack came over again!
passed me hello panda!
haha. so sweet. ^^
thanks! :D

my fingers hurt from exerting too much pressure while writing.
and my hand is exhausted from all those revision.

tomorrow's computer skills and application paper.
i'm prepared to be conquered by the paper.
my computer skills sucks.
i can remember shit, and more shit.
can't remember anything else the notes say.

=.= rawr.
i'm such a stupid person.
and did i mention i screwed up for pom today?
yeah, i did.
it was really dumb, so i don't wish to elaborate.
just really dumb of me.
..


anyway.
i saw on yahoo!news earlier.
there's a release of another diary, besides anne frank's, accounting the events during holocaust.
the author of this diary is rutka laskier.
i think the title of it is "rutka's notebook".

"I wish it would end already! This torment; this is hell. I try to escape from these thoughts of the next day, but they keep haunting me like nagging flies. If only I could say, it's over, you only die once ... but I can't, because despite all these atrocities, I want to live, and wait for the following day."

that's one of her entries.

so cool!

and did i mention that for apel1.
when i was asked if i could meet anyone who ever lived for one day, who would it be,
i chose adolf hitler.

i wanted to ask him how he could live on with the thought that he actually killed so many people. ..

ohwells.

2 more papers lynette!
gambette! :D

microecons was rather a breeze today.
although i was very much paranoid before and during the paper.
but overall, it should be fine.
(:

currently at some lanshop near parkway with mark and his classmate.
haven't studied for pom yet.

i feel lazy.
and.. maybe a little emo.


heh. take cares! :D

i forgot to blog that for this week,
there was one night where i dreamt that i was a homosexual.
this girl with braces was kissing me.
as in, peck on the lips only lah.
hahahaha. and i accepted the girl okay!
if i'm not wrong, we were TOGETHER.
so amusing. heh.

anyway.
now i'm at my uncle's place.
how cool can this thing can, i tell you.
his tv screen can be also used as the monitor of the computer.
cool luh. heh.

i was swimming earlier.
then i was in shirt and shorts.
this security 'scolded' me.
"you are supposed to wear your swimming trunks!"
i was like "swimming trunks?"
then he was like "yah, swimming trunks."
"swimming trunks?!" i couldn't believe my ears lah.
"yes, swimming trunks."
"me? girl? swimming trunks?!"
"yes, swimming trunks!"
"i can only wear swimming suit, not swimming trunks."
"yah, okay."
..

went on lah.
then he was quite fierce. =/

anyways. i thought he thought i was a guy. =.=
that's why he ask me wear swimming trunks. =.=

thenthen!!
i told grandma, so the surrounding people heard it.
suggested to confront the security guard. rofl.
then uncle's friend #1:
"you so fierce you make my niece cry you know!"
friend #2:
"you ask my niece to wear swimming TRUNKS?!"

rofl. i laugh till peng.
they went to find the guy, but he wasn't around le.

ohwell. heng not around.
if not so paiseh.

heh. okays!


on a side note,
i should start studying tomorrow. =.=

just when i was telling my classmates that this upcoming csa lecture should be attended,
i missed it myself. x_x

i think it's the first time i felt so sick throughout the week.
and for some reason,
i'm feeling damn tired.
i should be having enough sleep what ..

rawr.

exams are next week.
-hopestorecover.

study hard everyone! :D

all my life, i've been searching for you
and i wonder if you've found me too

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